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Name: Maria
Country: Malaysia
State: Selangor
Birthday: 10/29/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: ask me again later..
Expertise: pain.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/28/2004
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| Oh wow. I made this weblog when I was 13 or 14, and extremely disturbed I think. I still am rather neurotic and definitely moody, but i'm better now, promise haha. Anyways I must say it stinks big hunks of cheese to visit the weblog editing pages of Xanga after so long, to find JUST HOW MUCH BETTER it is. Sigh. And I, am stuck with blogger. Or Am I? Insert dramatic music here. Anyways, for now anyone who is interested in the going ons of little ol me may
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| oh yeah. i gots me a new blog. its blogging fun all over again in a new program. and i linkdeded all my i think but hopefully not forever ex best friends because i still love them and their blogs are cool. and i dont know ben and siangs URLs so i cant link them. okay americas next top model time | | |
| Time seems to be moving strangely lately. First, so slowly that every minute feels like a year. but then everything seems to go into hyperdrive and its the end of another day. it feels like i'm in a thick fog, with so many things to do, to sart and finish, to fix. And i have to do it half blinded and heavy, not knowing if i'm doing it right, if i'm missing anything. what if i am? what if someone i love and care for is broken hearted, needing comfort. just the possibility that i might not be there for someone when i want to be, hurts. what if there's something big happening, and i'm missing out on seeing all the beautiful smiles of people who are beautiful to me. i've always been big on 'what if's. but not anymore. i refuse to be. i'm putting my all into what is important to me, into who is important to me. i will throw myself in and try my hardest to fix everything thats wrong. if thats not possible, at least i will know i have tried my best, that my conscience is clear. Because, after all, some things are worth sacrificing for. its a total constant lifelong mindfuck trying to figure out exactly what those things are, but if you dont take the risk you'll never know. | | |
| could you let down your hair be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if you're human after all
honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like
we've got it all figured out
well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
ain't gonna pretend like I do
just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
but I'm working on it
maybe I'll master this art form someday
if I quote all the lines off the top of my head
would you believe
that I fully understand all these things I've read I'm just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how
well I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life
to get to where I need to be
and if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you and
I'm trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way | | |
| Hey you. yeah, you. do you believe everything you hear? well, do you? | | |
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